There is this strong urge to break free of the shackles that are holding me back (or rather restricting who I am). why should I be defined by the standards of some people's preferences? The subjectivity is stifling, and every single individual should be respected as a fellow human being. We are unique for our personality.
So rather than being defined by things and the environment around me, I am choosing to shy away from the passive path; and taking control of my 9 more months in Bonn.
A couple of things I am contemplating of doing:
1. get classes from the music undergrads - Germany takes their music very seriously, and students want to enter state/country orchestras.
2. volunteering with the UN
3. travel and describe every site I see with historical facts