Just had this sudden feeling to say..
"I am an AIESECer"
Feels like I have finally done something that is measurable in terms of B&C. :) Looking back on these past six months, I'm really glad I managed to build up a structure for B&C.
Lifted myself out of the darkness of despair yesterday. Thanks for those who gave me much encouragement; perhaps I'm too much of a perfectionist at times..