i feel like such a fool at times. clinging onto something that doesn't exist, onto a memory. then a thought struck me today, perhaps the best way of of this situation is to learn to forget.

anyway, i hope i can get the starhub job. it pays $7 per hour, and i'm kinda sick of staying at home. basically in a nutshell i've run out of activities to do at home. i sit all day long in front of my comp. i'm ready to go to work. and staying at home makes my imagination run wild, ok not wild, just that my mind just wanders. and sometimes to recalling things that are not that pleasant at all. best to occupy myself.